Monday, March 31, 2008
[ depression ]
it isn't just once or twice that i heard ppl breaking down due to
the criticism/lecture from their superior
i felt really sorry for them,
and prolly cldn't understand what frustration they were in
but i guess now i do
maybe its a trend to cry during itp days
hello, i've joined the club -.-
i totally understand the frustration now
frustrated cos you think you are such a crybaby to cry over nth big
yet on the other hand the tears keep flowing b4 u have any chance to stop it
i was even frustrated on why they dun have a tissue box on every f-ing table!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr, made me looked like i have some bladder problem with the amt of toilet trips i made today
i think i have my own reasons, but i guess its better to admit your wrongdoing
2 more weeks and im gone for good
i can't waittttttttt!!!!
my supervisor isn''t bad, she's in fact nice..
its just that sometimes.... oh well, maybe its the monday blues
will there be a tuesday black tmr? =X
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anw, today was basically a very bad day
it started off pretty badly in the morning
had a dispute with mum, and dad actually predicted correctly
he said "when ur day starts off badly, u'll prolly feel lousy for the rest of the day"
WAH LAAAAAAAAAAAAA, u got it right daddy
and then
that ........
SIGH
maybe i made myself stood so high, and thus when i fall, i cldn't take the blow well enough. I didn't expect to see it coming anyway..
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today will be an ideal day to receive hugs
but bb is so busy with his work, i dun even dare to disrupt him
oh did i mention he gave me a brand new tv for my room, thanks again boy!
mwahhh, and i can be a real paranoid sometimes i know
ok its like wtf no link but...
[ update ]
will do a better update soon this week,
when i have all the photos with me
friday driving was so tiring
finally completed my stage 2
and started on circuit driving
wah piangggggg, turn and turn and turn
so happy to hear good comments tho
(whether they are genuine or not) -.-
saturday went par tor with bb
we had a sumptuous meal at chinatown after my work
had frog porridge under a weather of what seems like 40 degree C
sweat like noboby's business
but felt so good eating that, cos it had been a long long time
vivo to buy his everlast sneakers, and i bought shades from aldo! :D
caught step up 2 at a crazy view of 2nd row
it was good, but i liked step up 1 better
the music,dance,storyline wise(ok that's like everything)
and guess what i had for lunch today?
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frog porridge
-.-
i ate a diff kind, and i think i'll never get sick of it
tho i haven't been eating it for long time, it doesn't mean i have to
eat it twice , 2 days in a row!!
lol, but i think it's just natural for u to eat that while you're in chinatown
huka and I accompanied sheila to purchase cloth for her dress making
i think its really cool, but craftwork is never my thing
pls sheila, master the skill and i look fwd to your pretty dresses
lol
attempted to look ard for cheap buys, but the weather was such a killer
we decided to head to town
and thus i finally got my eyebrow trimmed!!
felt so much neater after i walked out of C*harme
Lee peng was like sorta complaining why i haven't been there for so long
and muttered sth like why my eyebrow is so messy -.-
afterwhich,i told her the last time i patronise their shop was before cny
she totally flipped and demanded that i "still got the cheek to say!"
ok i exagerated, but the scene was somewhat similar
and as usual, girls shop, talk and cam-whore
(:
the day ended with sheila smiling dizzyily to herself
after purchasing a 137 buckaroo Fendi handphone strap
(she very happy got 5% off for isetan cardholders okay)
that comes with a dustbag that huka was so ________ with
i dunno what's the perfect adjective to explain huka's comment on the dustbag
it was hilarious cos she said sth like
"first time see hp strap need dustbag one lor"
classic moment lol
Sheila is now very contented with her new N95 that is accompanied with her Fendi hp strap
too bad the phone is too big to squeeze in her gucci pouch
if not i really think whoever found her phone (if she ever loses it ..CHOY CHOY LA)
must be really a lucky fella, and will be happy like
cock[ 4 more weeks to go ]
hey, weather's been a bitch recently
it starts raining and pouring as if sg is about to be submerged
and then the next minute it gets so hot and the birds were chipping
and then.. rain all over again
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
with this bad weather, i hope i'll get a lil sick next sat ;)
LOL
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nothing intersting happened recently
almost the same routine every week
work,home,driving,home, saturday with b, guai kia on sunday
this wed, B and i had dinner at IMM and did a lil shopping b4 heading down to bbdc
to top up my account
i know its stupid, but i gotta get it done, if not i'll cant have any lesson this week. i dun have time to wait for 3 working days!!
haa, anw, we flagged a silvercab home and it TYRE PON-CHEK(punctured) HALF WAY
omg, it was my first time experiencing tyre pon chek in my whole entire life
at first i still tot "ae... how come the road became so uneven?"
the poor taxi uncle have to change his tyre in the rain. OK fine DRIZZLE
but still, what a rotten luck! it must been a bad day for him
b offered to help but he decline it
and we took another cab home...
and then... on our way back...
i realise we didn't pay the POOR UNCLEEE
up till now i still feel damn bloody guilty
):):
oh wells, its just me
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oh i changed my blog layout, took me almost half a day to get it all done
its a bit screwed some where, but im lazy to fix it
its very self-obession style, i know :P
OVERDUE PEEEEKCHURESSSSSSSS
FATS!!!! ): i know
Note:he photoshop his eyes bigger cos he claims it seems too small that day. MUHAHAHHA im so evil to reveal your secret
oh this own made dinner, a couple of weeks back..
where actually we were supposed to be somewhere else... COUGH COUGH
i know what the black stuff looks likebut trust me, they were so so good
we had butter-baked crabsticks, OVERFIRED potatoes(ok fine french fries, sg fries whatever) and bb's famous i dunno what pork
and SARSI
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i am determined to do more cooking for myself as well as my boy
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when i think i have the time
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anw, i treated bb for sushi ytd night
we have a sudden crave for them
and we caught water horse at JP
he's overview for the movie: WAH.. TOUCHING AH
kkkkk, bathe then back to desparate housewives
ADIOUS BABY!!!
[ bliss ]
bliss is when u have a dad who sends to u work from jurong to balestier everyday
bliss is when u have a mum who sends u to bbdc for driving when dad is snoring away at 10 pm and she cant bear to see u taking a bus at such late hour
bliss is when u have a boyfriend who waits for u to finished ur driving lesson and insisted to send u home at 11 pm whether Mas Selamat is out or not
bliss is when u have friends to play daidee/black jack with at freaking 12 am after ur driving lesson
HEE HEEE
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IT fair with b, jo and jy on sat
the crowd.. was predictable.. everyone was sandwiched
bb and jo have new cordless phone now
and i benefit the most cos i'll have peaceful phone calls from now on :D
ahem, bb had work to do after the IT fair thingy.. (ahem!)
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i have a few photos to update, but all is still with b...
and i dunno why im even saying these..
oh anw, work is still sucky
and will always be..
4 more weeks
i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant wait till sch starts, for once *roll eyes*
everyday i dream of taking off,
and i already plan my off days.. (heh)
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i need a new bag and desparetely a new wallet ):
