Wednesday, April 30, 2008
[ videos and stinky feet ]
every monday i look fwd to new epi of Desperate Housewives
Tuesday/Wednesday for new epi for Gossip Girls
thursday for antm c10
for the pass few months, i have been looking fwd to TKA every monday
but now that it has ended, i feel so weird. LOL
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ok, i completed my auto car lesson
im left with final evaluation and revision
its feels weird and shiok at the same time w/o the clutch
and it's kinda boring cos u dun get to play ard with the gear
anw,
OHMYGAWD
im taking my TP in a month time
wish me luck
and God loves me i know it LOL
i can forsee i will have a terrible stomach ache
and will also have a bad time trying not to pee in my pants
cos tt just happens to me everytime i get really nervous
not the pee part idiot,
its the stomach ache part
i think i'll just totally freak out that day
and resolve to pleading the tester in giving me a pass
or worst still, i'll back out if i cant handle the stress
"OK TESTER, JUST FAIL ME, I CAN'T HANDLE THIS"
hahahha, sorry i got carried away
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oh yea, since driving = wearing pumps,
my feet stinks
or rather my driving pumps stinks like hell
its in need of moth ball!
imagine i take off my pumps in the car during my TP,
maybe he'll just faint and wakes up thinking i passed everything
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and YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
TO LABOUR DAY
WOOO-HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
IM GOING TO MEET MY JACKY
yay yay, need to get new t shirts
im really worried abt going bugis tmr tho,
cos the weather these days are just simply, hell?
i blasted the aircon while driving
and im so pleased to hear compliments
"you are very good at checking ur blindspots,im serious, keep it up!"
"your vertical parking is good!
and i hate to change lane
cos every instructor, be it old,young,malay,chinese, all end up saying the same thing,
"ABRUPT CHANGING OF LANES!!!"
-.-
SORRY LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and i used to have a bad habit of failing to stop at the stop line
cos i hate to give ways.
which is really bad i know, but i hate to wait
(ya la, L plate still want hao lian right)
but for now, with the test getting nearer and nearer
im improving
LOL
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oh yeas, Daddy is in Macau now
so mummy has a car all to herself
shit man, i shld get my license earlier
then i can drive
see, wishful thinking
anyhow, i think i'll have more opportunity to drive in the near future,
cos there will be two cars for me to choose from
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*winks winks
kkmneed to have my stretching exercise done,
i wanna gym gym gym!
till then!
(bull shit entry abt my driving)
[ ehh ]
rting, im lazy to do ur survey :P
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its another random entry, so dun bother to read
here's 2 photos at dxo on friday
we are just boycotting there fyi
WHEEEEEEEEE
rest of the photos another day
why isn't ngliyin online!!
omg, hot like fuck =X
hate the weather. i need ice cream
[ jacky ]
i have a wonderful boyfriend
and i deserve to have one (lol thank God)
b deserved a good gf,
and he already owned one
MUHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
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cant stand myself sometimes either
anw, MOS crowd was crazy ytd, the event was just stupid
going in was one thing, after 11 we gotta re-queue and pay
so isn't it just waste of time,
so we decided to change location
lots of things happen in btw
we ended up at dxo with lesser ppl than expected
my first time there, and shall be the last too
shan't say anymore,
pictures after ngliyin has sent me.
for now,viwawa again, tmr church plus sim lim for external harddisk
WITH MY DEARESTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
im so irritating.
[singlehood]
i read these from cleo a couple of days ago,
knew all these since i started dating with b,
but i thought i cld shared a bit
take some time to read, esp those who are attached
"Coming out of a long-term relationship or a string of relationships, it's almost certain you'll be asking yourself a few questions, namely:
Why was I in this relationship? Why didn't I realise what was going on? Why didn't he want to be with me?"
"Relationship expert Sue Ostler agress, saying more often than not, it's because we change our personality to fit our partner's.
The problem with going from singledom to coupledom is that we often drop the things we love- friends, hobbies, workouts- to fit in with the new schedule", says Ostler
"Before long, it's become a habit. You actually start to forget the things you used to love doing because you've substituted them with new 'coupley' things. It's a recipe to disaster when you break up and look around to see that your support network has all but fizzled away"
"Too many of us get stuck doing things our partner likes because we think that's compromising. But it has to go both ways. If you're spending every weekend at his football game and he's not once gone to the movie you want to see, then you have to start wondering how much of yourself you're really giving up."
"There's that cliche where the guy is funny and the girl giggles at his jokes," says Cooke. "But there's a point at which girls who find themselves in that situation have to ask themselves,'Do i realy want to be the giggling sidekick all my life or do i want to be the one who makes her own jokes and her own fun?"
"the most important thing i realised? You;re not going to find the best person for you if you're not being yourself" - by Sarah Gawthorne
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so true! thinking abt it now,
i have been attached since i was 13
although i went through several break ups wif different guys during this period of time,
i hardly recall the feeling of being single
during that period of time, the longest time i stayed single was, 3 mths? or less i cant rmb
singlehood? self-dating? *shrugs shrugs shrugs*
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im gonna experience sth like singlehood soon
as in, technically
cos, b just received his enlistment letter. its on a Friday the 13th
already seems like its gonna be a really bad day
but that is if he fails his nafa.
which i strongly think he won't (:
to add on to my misery,
it seems like his career is already picking up
i cant say more, since its P&C
all i know it seems like a super good opportunity for him
so looking at this picture
im losing him to NS and to his career
our relationship has just reach the stable point,
and God has prepared all sorts of obstacles for us
as much as i try to find independence,
i don't know how far or how well i can take this
shit, insecurity all over again.
no amount of assurance wld do the trick?
there is one thing i need to know, that is:
i cannot be selfish.
while humans don't normally practise what they preach,
i or rather he can only pray i'll do my best
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i have overdue pics here :D
qc's wedding!
hey you! dun drool! ppl now mrs yap ok!
:D
and night safari:
(jo nudge me in msn)
my bff
b's bff (lol) wi gf
mr and mrs lee
mr and mrs sia
do ri me fa!jo! see the diff in jy and your skin tone!!
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i love you b,
but have i lost you?
-.-
[ degree ]
the 11th marks the last day of itp
bought toberlone for everyone in my department
and rochers for the boss
my supervisor boh kee got an extra espirit umbrella from me
hahahha, sucha a weird farewell gift
but at least its practical!
and im glad she likes it
last day seems expceptionally weird,
we barely had things to do, had a sumptuous lunch at an indonesian restaurant over at ngee ann city (Sanur or sth right?)
and we shopped for more chocs in ntuc -.-
the leaving part was kinda sad, Su was on the verge of crying
i almost kicked her lol!!
9 weeks over there, i won't say i learn a lot of skills,
but i learn more abt politics and disatrous working life as a QS
really....*shakes head*
my workplace is pratically like a National Library.. *shudders*
SO OH WELL.. BACK TO SCH!!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
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later that night, b and i was at holland v's baden for a lil drink
cos some poor boy was too stressed up with fyp work, he tot alcohol cld calm his soul
while drinking, we touched on a sensitive topic of "friends"
he was explaining about his friends, in terms of degrees:
1st,2nd,3rd degree
he have 2 in "1st degree" category, which i find, pretty good!
that's cos, for some ppl in their whole entire life, they never ever manage to find their 1st degree
the differences in degrees can be spotted quite easily,
whether the person is willing to go the extra mile for you,
whether the person trully cares about you,
whether the person is putting effort in committing
and the list goes on
then again, it doesn't mean the friend who spend the most time with you,
or the friend that calls you the most, or the friend that knows a lot of you will be the first degree
i think the key factor is the extra mile he/she is willing go for u
as a friend myself, i dare say i will try the extra mile as much as i can.
however, when u try to much and realise ppl is not doing the same or ppl is not appreciating, u really feel like retreating your steps and take a closer look at your so-called friend
lil actions or conversation can shows a friend's true colours. really.
when i look at my degree of friends....
their not too bad, but its not sth that im most proud of
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ok, happier stuff
qc's wedding last sun was a sweetie
she looked radiant and really happy. a happy mommy!!
omg, i cant wait to see her baby (:
pics another day, i feel so tired all of a sudden
and b has not send me the night safari photos,
sigh,... all these another day k..
sch starts tmr (: its a happy thang for now
we all know this happiness wun last for long
soon we gonna start whining with the amt of work we need to do
(FYP. OMG~!!!)
on a side note, im finally gonna be in the same class with jo after ^438234872 years
tho its only for gems, but its good to have her around all over again
nights world <3
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[edit]
forgot to mention i dyed my hair!
new hair for new year -.-
lol.
[ sorry dear, i tot u must be really busy, and i cldn't tahan anymore, so i went ahead at my regular salon. but if u still want to go, i can accompany u! i still want to know where's tt place? :D ][ . ]
sometime ppl stood so high they didn't realise
that people around them cant reach or touch them
they either step down or we grow taller.
i have a problem that i do not wish to talk about
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off to prepare for much happier stuff. yes wedding (:
[ daddy is my hero ]
at times when i wonder where i get all my nonsense from.
and i think the answer is always : daddy
today i called to ask if he cld fetch me home after my driving lesson
after a few rings,
before i cld say anything,
he said:
"POLICE STATION!!"-____________________________-
Me: ARGHHHH, Daddy 9 45 at bbdc ok?Daddy: *mumbles sth i cant make out of* (might be the alcohol or fumbling with his bluetooth, like always) Me: 9 45 ahhhhh!!Daddy: oh!! 9 45 ah? HANNAH HANNAH .
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and as usual, *toot* w/o a goodbye
sighhh,
today wore the wrong footwear for driving!!
supposed to wear pumps, but today was in a rush to work, so i just slipped into my wedges
the best part is that today's circuit driving
wah piang ehhhh, i can cfm that my left leg is much much muscular now
so dun provoke me, if not i used it to kiss ur ass to north america
saturday night safari (free entry woo woo woo)
sunday ( wedding buffet!! :D )
i love weddings, i love to repeat this
[ feel like shitting ]
yah, sudden urge to shit when i feel like blogging
nice timing
tmr half day off, or rather 3/4 off
dun see the point to go for work for 2.5 hrs
just to well, "show face"
but at least i get to wake up later, and then fastest fingers first!
gems registration!!
everytime when comes to gems, it feels like a battlefield
will cold sweat one lor
may the fastest win!!
*cross fingers*
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last weekend:
saturday
this place has ever since become our usual hanging out place
thanks to str bus service *kisses
and snowman looks awkwardly emo from that angle
err, same goes to me
sighhhh, that's my boy (:
he was quite irritated and complained i was so boring
taking the same thing over and over again at the same place
F-I-N-E
then i stopped taking, and we watched step up 2 like i previously mentioned
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sundayits been a long time since i last saw sheila!!
actually not really, since i always bump into her in town
what i meant was an official meet up
3 of us haven't met up ever since we stopped working tgt,
so it was time!
ok, i've updated on tt day, so time for photos to show up
our first photo in history horrrrrrrrrrrrr
suddenly miss singing and swimming with dears
those were the days, now everybody is so busy!!
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as for today,
i passed bb the chicken essence that i bought for him ytd
tied a big red ribbon on it
and when his fren asked "why the ribbon"
kind of stunned leiii
cos i srsly dunno why lol
and know what's the best part?
ended up he taught her a better way to tie a nicer looking ribbon
zzz
he's an art/design/craft student wattttttt.. i'm.. not
dinner was at somwhere near his sch
with his cousin, and the chef who asked about the red ribbon
lol
ya friend=chef!
yummylicious western food! sinful sinful, supposed to be on diet )=
OMG, 1.5 WEEKS TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!
i think im going nuts. ignore. yes ignoring?
good.
